| joined pizza express for almost six months...........and in this six months..........i ve been experiencing different changing feelings and emotions.......like sadness...emptiness...sometimes frustration...and mostly......they were all negative feelings.........what really keeps me to live up til today............i don't know.........and i don't know how long this situation will last..........just hope it will end someday very soon.............it's like a torture for me....... |
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| i wonder anyone will come to see my xanga again if i write something here again.............and here is my latest news.........no.........it's not the time to tell you now..................come again after ages...............hehe...............i just passed by.................. |
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| my inner soul is an ice...............totally frozen......................can anyone break this little hard thing.............? psychologically, i may not need love because i am not loved....................but physically, who would like to share love with me?.......................nobody.................... |
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this is just ridiculous.............so laugh..........if you want to |
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